Yo, i just got S$1000!
April fool. yea i'm kidding, but i hope this was true. haha
Sorry guys, just trying to liven up here. I'm find my blog just for ranting only. It shldn't be that way.
Alright, yup, so what in for april fool for me. Well nothing much, actually. I woke up late as usual which kinda wasted the great morning sun. Ate 4 eggs and borrowed newspaper from my neighbour, and trying to job-search but to no avail. Spend an hour hooked onto the internet & met up zz. Headed to gombak and then to gym. Well, today was a back & biceps day. So as usual, trained biceps, then to back. Eat our post work-out outside & headed back home. We went on seperate ways and i walked to take 187. The wait was rly loong. Luckily for my mp3, if not i'm so dead there. Come back and trying to fix the washing machine.
Damn Damn Damn it. I couldn't find the sensor for the machine to close cause the cover couldn't click, and therefore cannot proceed with the washing. My mom called the repairman.
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He came & checked, & bomb my mom w $160. Damn! Wtf, no changing of parts and just some tweaks. My mom argued till $100. After the man left, and i went to take a look. Guess what, only some tapes over the front cover. omfg. That costs a hundred. Man, i really don't know what to say. I know there is ressesion but don't have to anyhow bombard wad. really felt the heart pain.
Hai, i don't know why, Sorry guys, u can stop here. I want to talk my heart out now. Sorry i can't help it. Just a while. Sorry. At that moment, i felt really useless. I know $100 may sounds small. but $100 can definitely give my family 1 week of meals. At that point, i really wish i could help my mom forked out that money. I have not done my part as her son. Take this holiday, i should have go get myself one job, settled down for it, at least earn myself my pocket money. I just either go gym or slacked at home. As the man of the house, I should really do something about this. I have my goals yet i have not achieve one of them yet. I want to contribute to this family badly. I want to be financially independent badly. Today really hit me big. I need a job, I must get a job. Nuff said. Action speaks louder than words.
Sorry guys, gonna take a rest now. I need to take a break now. My mind is blowing soon.
I want to make it a ' alden is happy' post but i failed. I will come back stronger. I must*
peace
